It's my birthday!! I can honestly say that this has been my best birthday ever and I'm happy...got that? HAPPY! It's such a weird feeling I haven't felt this way in a very very long time. My friend gave me the First season of the L word and to find it I had to solve her riddles...drove me absolutely nuts! My sis gave me a shirt with french cuffs and cuff links! how cool is that?Then I attended the Tegan and Sara concert at The HiFi Bar..fucking brillant! The songs they played was excellent, the on stage banter they had was excellent....what can I say? IT was EXCELLENT!!! And the best part was Rob the drummer began throwing drumsticks into the crowd and my friend helped me get one!!! And it got signed by Rob and Tegan and Sara!!! W000t!! I got heaps of stuff for Tegan and Sara to sign and pictures..heaps of pictures!!! Meeting them in real life was so cool, they're so down to earth and friendly.
mmmm....Sara!
Mood: HAPPY!!!
Music: Tegan and Sara
Been having a couple of 'slit your wrists kinda day'(no, i didn't come up with that phrase) lately...the meds don't seem to be workin right..i have an uneasy feeling in the pit of my stomach and I just wanna curl up in a ball under my doona and hide from the world.It seems to me that there is a season for break ups...usually happens in the middle of the year, in a two year block. A couple of friends are goin through break ups right now. What's the point of putting all your feelings into a relationship when you end up getting your heart ripped out and stomped on? That's why I don't do fuckin relationships! I have trust issues i know.Sigh, 10 more days until Tegan and Sara...dunno if I can last that long..FUCK I hate feeling this way!!! I just want to grab myself by the shoulders and shake myself hard and yell "Snap out of it!! Stop wallowing in your self pity you stupid fuck!"
Mood: BlehMusic: The Donnas - Dancing with myself