Stick your hand inside my chest

I'm such a fuckin slack arse... I nearly missed handing in an assignment today. I totally forgot about what week it was and I thought the assignment due date was next week. I went in for the tute today and the tutor asked for the answers to be sent to him! Good thing my group member had her answers and lent it to me to paraphrase, generate public keys, encrypt and send it. All done within an hour and 20 minutes. Phew! Don't know what the hell is wrong with me.... I'm losing track of time...all my days are bleeding in to one ginormous day. Can't afford to screw up anymore....I already missed handing in a 10% assignment on another unit.

Mood: Meh
Music: Tegan and Sara

I can't take it

It's been a busy month, assignments, tutes and more sleepless nights. The frickin weird dreams are a norm now, still unsettling but a norm. I'd be very surprised if for one night I don't dream at all. sigh...I wish. I tried swaping rooms with my sis...but it didn't work, still couldn't sleep and the dreams kept on coming.
Went to see the Doc and she upped my dosage...feel so drowzy and tired.
During easter I went to watch the umbilical brothers at the comedy festival. It was funny as! I laughed until my sides ached.
I started playing Sims 2 again...getting addicted again aye.


Mood: Drowzy
Music: Tegan and Sara - Take me anywhere

Fall Forever

I think I'm losing my mind...the only time I feel anything now is when I dream. Last night's dream was a mish mash of stuff that don't make sense, like dreaming about the class I was in when I was in Form 3??Fuck man...the dream dragged up feelings for anger, regret, sadness, sorrow. These dreams are becoming too real for words. What is wrong with me?? If dreams are what you want subconciously, fuck then I'm in trouble, I can't figure out what I want!

Mood: unsettled
Music: Tegan and Sara