Friday, May 27, 2005

What Do I Have To Do?

where to begin....I watched Star Wars Episode 3 last week..w0000t! it was excellent! Especially the ending...of all the 6 episodes of starwars, I loved Revenge of the sith and the Empire strikes back the best.
Went to a friend's place to play with her dog Keiko..maaaan, that is one active dog! She was bouncing all over the place.
Still can't sleep...still have weird dreams. I think the sleepless nights are taking a toll on my body, I feel like I'm getting sick....yeaaaaaaa....I feel it coming!
Just handed in 2 assignments and had a presentation to give...all within this week. I have another assignment due on Monday and an exam on Friday...Arghhhhh....go away!!! I just want to sleeeeep!!!

Mood: Tired, fucked up and cranky
Music: The Killers - Jenny was a friend of mine

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Just Me

Feeling really bad today...I feel this tightening of the chest. I don't know why..Had a bad night last night... couldn't sleep and was tossing and turning and waking up periodically like a sick fuck.

Mood: bleak
Music: Tegan and Sara

Monday, May 09, 2005

I Know You're Sad Eventhough You Say That You're Not

After weeks of warm weather in autumn, it's finally getting cold! yea, I know I'm weird...But after living nearly 20 years in a country where the humidity and heat just kills you, I crave the cold.
I went bowling last night for the first time in 3 years and now I ache all over...gawd damnit. It was pretty good just to hang out and chill with friends.
I saw a Darth Vader helmet at Myers that makes you sound like good old Darth and I WANT IT!!!!! To my friends IF they are reading this; Hint, hint wink, wink :) My birthday's coming up in 3 months...heh.
Sleep still eludes me and the dreams continue to disturb me.
The list of some of the things I dream about:
  • Being shot at
  • Shooting at people shooting at me
  • Being chased
  • Hiding
  • elephants
  • secondary school
  • Dying
  • Shane in a skirt
  • Mummies chasing after me (YUCK!!!)

Mood: Numb

Music: Tegan and Sara - My Number